A new year is almost upon us, and I look back this past year and wonder to myself, "What have I achieves in terms of modeling...." just a consolation prize back in early 08 during the Airfix cup.... And that was pretty much it.....

Almost everyday, I look around me trying to gain inspiration from everywhere, but sadly to no great results what so ever..... What is it that I'm lacking to make it big? Skill? knowledge? Patience? Or is it simply that I just do not have what it takes to make it there, to be standing on the same stage as the greats like Eday, Izakku or Erix.... Heck I don't even have the chance to meet these greats....

Come 2009, I really hope to make an impact in the modeling scene. To do some finished works so amazing, no one can fault it. I hope form of motivation, or maybe even obsession, can drive me to reach my goals or at the very least place me up there somewhere with the big player....

At this time only time will tell.... Only time will tell.....